I know I owe you money. I know that I incurred this debt of my own free will-except the medical bills. I would gladly have forgone all of my family’s past medical needs to not owe you money. That was not a choice given to me.
In my current situation I cannot afford to give you even a penny a month. I cashed in all my change yesterday to get a prescription filled for my sick husband. Until I find away; without the help of the medical industry, to magically cure my husband so he can go back to work – I cannot pay you.
FYI – his mom charged the emergency dental bill of $1000.00 on her credit card. This was a VERY discounted rate for what they are doing-since it was at our local health department dentist.
I am also unable to hire a lawyer and file bankruptcy. You see I am on disability through the wretched federal government. In the last several years I have been working part-time – towards going back to school and getting myself completely off of disability for good. Things were starting to look up, right before my husband became too ill to work.
I work the maximum number of hours disability allows me – for minimum wage. Which if any of you are wondering is $7.25 per hour. That is exactly $1.00 more per hour than my first minimum wage job in 1988. If I make more that $800.00 per month I don’t get my disability check the next month – I have to be very careful. I can NEVER make more money. Unless the job fairy finds me a position that pays more than disability and my shit job combined.
I don’t have the internet and I get two T.V. channels. I adopted my puppy out to family because I couldn’t afford him. We kept the old lady – because she’s the queen. My point is I am not being frivolous or careless with my money. I don’t have any. I still haven’t seen End Game for FFS.
I can’t get ahead and so I can’t pay you. If the money Gods drop a butt load of cash at my door step I will pay you what I owe you. Believe me I am praying to them. I light candles of intent – but nothing – just sore feet and a defeat.
My Sincere Apologies.