I just want to be a part of a group of friends that have that bond and that closeness. I hate being left out because I feel unwanted and unloved. I’m tired of being lied to and “forgotten” about. I just want to have that group of people that are actually friends with me all of the time, not just when they need me. I hate being used as the target and being labeled as the loaner.
If you call yourself my friend, don’t lie to me please. I also believe friends include everyone and don’t leave anyone out. Being the outcast is never fun, as it just builds up anger, rage, disappointment, and depression within the emotions. How hard is it to show character and consistency in everyday friendships? Why is that popularity runs culture and the social hierarchy? All I ask is to be included, mentioned, something to the point where I’m not the butt of all the jokes, the person they have to bring along just because I’m standing here, or the outcast. I’m just someone in need of a friend that is dependable, real, and trustworthy. Is that too much to ask?!?