I thought I wanted to get married and have kids.
I’ve been married for 23 years and have 5 kids and I hate my life.
It’s not at all what I thought it would be. I would be happy to leave my husband and kids and can honestly say I wouldn’t miss them. I know it sounds awful, but it’s just how I feel.
I’m stuck though and have no means of leaving since I’ve been a stay at home mom and have no college degree. I think my husband wants a divorce, but he’s too worried about his pride to go through with it.
Neither one of us is happy. We have the same fights over and over. My kids all suck. I was never under the illusion that any of this would be easy, but it’s pure hell.
I wish I had options.