I have low self esteem so when I was finally starting to feel accepted someone comes along and un-does 2 weeks of work, hard work, in less than a few seconds. Not looking for pity, this is my life. This I am used to. But it’s so hard to move on. It’s like I’m in this deep trench and I cannot climb out. No one but me knows any of this. I can hide it that well. I guess what I am trying to say is, you don’t need to be mean. You never know what it takes for someone to come out and socialize.