I have spent 20 years with my ex as I’m afraid to be alone and not manage. He was abusive towards me. I supported him for 10 years, I worked, he never looked after the kids properly, he used to leave my daughter at his dad’s. My daughter seemed very quiet and her behavior changed. I found a diary in her room while cleaning. It made me feel sick, his dad had been sexually abusing my daughter. I went mad and the police were informed. My daughter had a rough time, she self harmed , comfort ate and she was groomed online by 25 that went to court, it was a stressful time.
My ex was not there for his kids. All he cared about was drink, smoking his weed and sex, which I hate it with him, he wake me up at night and he say you know you like it. I hated him and his dad for what he done to my daughter.
I wasted all that time I have no one now I am alone. My daughter moved out at 16 because of the way things were at home. You spend your time trying to protect your kids and feel helpless when you cannot.
My ex is still making our life hell won’t let me stay in the house till my sons 18, he wants it sold now. My daughter came home for a few days to see me and he tried chucking her out. He had been drinking he shouted ,swearing at my kids then slammed the door he like a big kid. I wish he would disappear. I’m left mentally and physically drained. It’s time I found someone who really cares and appreciates me. I cannot even get that right, twice I opened my heart and was used again and cost me dearly.
I Could Just Scream!