I am tired of myself.
Again, I am feeling tired of myself. It is like everything now and then i came across this point again. i feel like i should do a lot of things but i don’t have the energy or mood or motivation to do any of those. i am just feeling like poo. you know what i mean.
i am having a headache now. my kid wants to poo, i want her to poo in the potty as she past 2.5 already, but she can’t do it, she was crying, and throwing a temper. i hate the grumpy crying noise. it irritates me a lot. i really cant stand it especially on my bad day.
today is my bad day, it seems like it always become a bad day when i am alone, and it is a cloudy day. i have no motivation, no mood, no energy.
there’s no work, its been no work as school has stopped.
i have such bad discipline. its like when nobody to push me to do anything, i do nothing.
my motivation only comes once in a while and it so short lived.
i dont know how can i do better.
such a loser.